Isn’t this interesting? Why do healers become ill? My Theory, due to my experiences. and Diane Stien’s book, “what you put out comes back to you”. This happened to me when I got really upset over a student going to college with my daughter.
They both decided to get an apartment together to help each other out. The student, after a couple of months of living with my daughter, skipped out on my daughter without giving her any notice and just left. Leaving her to pay the rent and all the bills. In which of course, I helped her until she could get into something she could afford.
I, out of anger “cursed” him. Next thing I know I was going through so many financial problems. Then I remembered why, no, my guides reminded me. Because I asked them what was going on? They reminded me and let me learn my lesson. I sure did learn my lesson.
So, it’s true what you put out into the universe comes back to you. Sometimes we say “stupid” things without thinking. At another time, I was on the road and I needed to get to my left lane because I was running out of the road, but this little red car was not letting me into the left lane on purpose.
I would slow down so I could get behind him, and he would slow and I couldn’t so I would drive faster to get in front of him and he would drive faster. I turned to him and shouted, “I hope you wreck!” My daughter who was a Reiki 2, yelled at me and said “mom don’t”.
So, I took it back and tried to understand why he was such a jerk! In my vision, I saw why he hated women. I looked at him and mouthed “I am so sorry” and gave him a sad look. He then let me pass him. Just in time too. Because just then the road ended. He could have speeded up but instead, he slowed down and gave me my space.
My daughter asked what I saw. I saw that he had a small penis, and that was why he hated women because he was teased about it. I sincerely felt sad for him. True story.
You could be creating all sorts of energetic leaks, attachments, and blockages. Do this enough times or negativity will interfere in just the right situation and you will get burned out as a healer. If you are lucky that is. If you are unlucky, you will get physically or emotionally sick or “bad luck” will seemingly follow you everywhere you go.
Check on how things are going for you right now? Practice the ho’oponopono. I wrote about how to use this other method of healing as well. You are creating all sorts of energetic leaks, attachments, cords, tears, and blocks if you continue to get upset with others, you may have a good reason, but as a lightworker, it will come back on you.
Do these enough times or interfere in just the right situation and you will get burned out as a healer – if you are lucky that is. If you are unlucky you will get physically or emotionally sick or “bad luck” will seemingly follow you everywhere you go.
It was my Spirit’s beings way of showing me that I am guided, and taken care of. I had to change those things because I have to change. We are just human I tell my guides and to please guide me when I am upset. I really do not mean to lose my temper.
So as healers, we have to be very careful about “wishing someone ill. Because it will come back at us”.
It’s as Abraham Hicks says, “you have 17 seconds to take things back”.